Yes I feel that way at times. I recognize it isn't always, though. When it is there it's there. I It feels like a physical presence. My eyes are literally tear up 10 to 20 times a day. My stomach...
You are right. I know that attitude goes a long way. I know that I might have to live with his pain and recurring anger forever if I so choose to stay. I don't have suicidal thoughts ever. I am so...
when I read my last comment I sound like a ..... i don't know. I wish I could be treated like the person I am now and not who I was 10 years ago. When I get treated like I am the person I was 10...
Thanks Gem you have been so kind and responsive. I am writing all of the crap I can't talk about to anyone. I know it sounds harsh...but in fact I do feel better today. He does love me, and I am not...
Well last night was a blowout..I was physically and emotionally exhausted, and tried to talk to him about needing more sleep and that sometimes my emotions make it difficult for me to put on a smile...
Thanks ...it is a daily struggle. My kids are gifts from God..perfectly beautiful and healthy. That is where I get joy, but we all know kids are also a lot of work and patience. Thanks...
well, it is good to see some response... I am 34 yrs old, I have 4 children (8, 6, 2, 1), I do run a daycare with 4 to 6 additional children. I have struggled with depression, anxiety, and addictions...
11 people looked at this and no one responded? ouch its like calling the crisis line and being put on hold.......
Anyone have any advice on how to deal with so much guilt and pain and fear?...
I feel the cracks growing. I feel like there is no way to get ahead or even caught up. Overwhelmed with my four young kids and daycare. Constant cleaning. No money. Angry spouse. Guilt and shame....