thank you all vey much :) i was doing really really bad for the last few days, then my feelings in conjectoin with something my dad said made me feel like they knew and had known for a long time and...
i hurt so much and i do not know why, i can not stop crying and my heart is ponding so hard and so fast and i can not do anything but cry even though i need to do homework. i want to scream and yell...
me to on the bouncing off the walls bit. all i want to do is work on my book but i know if i do than i will never go to sleep so i got a fruit roll up (so yummy but not a good sleep aid lol) and now...
thanks guys tommorow or the next day is the big day :)...
we have a permanant ant colony at our house, they live in the fondation so their is no getting rid of them here but if you cover all the food and are really careful as well as trying the ant killer...
so i am planning on telling my parents right after spring break that i think i have BP and need help. my plan is to in the morning right before i go to school send them a bunch of BP and Deppression...
i am afraid of doing what i want because i know how terrible the consiquenses will be and that they will lead to my biggest fear; being left all alone. like right now i want nothing more than to...
luckily i always relize it is not for real and am normaly quite mellow. i will be sure to talk to the doc once i get around to telling someone...
cool thank you :)...
well i have all spring break to attempt to scribble something down, though it may not come at least i will have tried :D...
thanks :) everyone here has been so supportive it has helped me feel so much better and has really helped me to feel like i can get through this ok :D so i was just wondering to the world a wee bit...
thank you very much for your supporting words. i feel just as you described you did but i do not have any friends going through this (or any thing similar that i know of) but i do have one that sees...
quick edit to the above. yeah i am not in a normal mood ... schade (german for sad) actualy i think i be in a mild state of mania lol. oh well :) it is cool, the rest sill stands though :D...
i have been struggling and this week has been a bit better i sqweezed out about 3000 words in the last 5ish days (normaly i get at least 1000 a day :( ) but today and yesterday have been better and...
hi again guys so i have good and bad news this week has been much better no intense crying(like nnstop) no scary urges tword danger over all the first normalish couple of days i have had in a long...
thank you all very much. your words are very encoraging :) (sorry i can not spell) indeed i am a 17 year old female, i kind of poked around asking quiestions about the family to learn that every one...
thank you very much your words really have helped :) i was debating the point with my self after posting this and have decided the best way to talk to my parents is very indirect, i want to just send...
ahhggg my dad never uderstands about anything i say everythin he says is dripping with logic and mean logic at that. he has never heard of telling a white lie to make someone feel better or at least...
so i am fairly certain i am bipolar (if not than just fairly deppressed) because i have super low days and then days where i can't stop talking or laughing and i become a totaly different person with...
thank you :) that helps me feel a little better. i was just hoping to get some thing today that would make tommorow and the next day easier (for reasons that are off topic and ....yeah off topic) i...
i know i was thinking that to but my art will not come either and i know what should happen in the story and ... i know it sounds weird and selfish and like i am over reacting but i am really worried...
so i am currently writing a novel , not because i hope to become a famous writer or anything like that but because it relaxes me and pulls me out of the really low lows. at least it used to. writing...
just thought i would put out their today has been much better mom is even going to make me some chex party mix for me to munch on while working on my massive paper :) YUMMMMMMMMM...
i also feel like that some times and i have found it has been making my friendships strained however i think if you can tell her in a way that is not so much like i need you (even if you do) but more...
um i am not a very good person on giving tips on relationships or much of anything but i will try my best.... i think that if you could take the essence of your post (that you love/ miss her and...
i am attending a highly competative high school and was on bond to go to a highly competative college (though my spelling does not sugest it) and for the first 16 years of my life i was considered a...