First all on this forum loves you and feel for you for we all have been there - so in that sense you are not alone. You will need to be very very strong if you do not wish to tell your parents. I...
Had depression for years - have been in 4 psychiatric wards - a lot of it was cause I felt was not loved - my husband slept beside me and did not care about me <Edit per rules>...
I beleive for self-esteem I found a homeophatic remedy which is sold at independant grocery store or health food store whichever which is called rescue remedy spray and it is a spray which you put...