yeah ; i had a feeling that was why he wanted me to get tested ; i told him i had gotten worse ; and he referred me to a doctor who doesn't take my insurance ; that's why it was so expensive; i just...
hi friends ; i have not been on here in quite some time ; i stopped seeing my psychiatrist , last time i saw him he wrote me a prescription for Effexor which i did not get filled, i just felt like...
hi again friends, i haven't posted in a couple of days, a short update on my situation. i had stated on my previous post that i had been postponing my visit to my psychiatrist i went today after...
thank you Karen for your reply and advice as well <3 i will be printing out my posts to show him, he did give me medication zoloft and lexapro , at two different times but it made me feel worse, anti...
hi friends, because honestly you all are the only friends i have i feel like my depression is hitting me full force i'm not happy any more with myself or with life for that matter, i even postponed...
thank you both so much for the amazing advice <3 that's why i am thankful for this site, there is always someone who will listen to me and give me the advice i need <3 i really do try to stay upbeat...
thank you all so much for the advice <3 i will be seeing my psychiatrist soon, and i'll let him know how i'm feeling <3 thank you all again for listening to me in my time of need <3...
so i have officially stopped being friends with everyone who at one point was close to me, i know that its not a good thing but i'm afraid to let anyone get close to me, i can't be close to anyone, i...
i broke down really really bad today, i cried for two hours straight, i felt how i felt every single day after my best friend died, it was one of the hardest things, I've had to go through, it hurt...
happy new years to every one :) i hope you all accomplish everything you want to accomplish this year :) take care :) ...
@getting by im leaning in more towards taking the adderall instead of the lexapro since im really sensitive to anti depressants and it just does major damage to my body since im really petite, and i...
i started taking my lexapro today,but i honestly have been second guessing it alot , my doctor wants to prescribe adderall to me in january but i am afraid to take both of them together since they...
thank you all so much for your kind words :) i appreciate it greatly :) i hope you all have a very Merry Christmas and Happy New Years with all of your loved ones and prosperity for next year as well...
i felt like posting this letter to my best friend here... this site clears my mind and helps me vent something i've needed to do for quite a while, im not really good at expressing my emotions this...
thank you again for encouraging me :) i just need to take control, someway somehow i need to help myself and stop giving up on myself because i am worth a lot more than what i give credit for. i just...
just like you gave me words of encouragement, its my turn to do the same :) i hope you feel better and that the doctor helps you as well. :) i hope everything is going well for you and that you...
i am sooo sorry you are dealing with this. be yourself , and don't compare yourself to others, because no one is the same. :) everyone is different and special in their own way :) they'll learn to...
thank you soo much getting by :) i really needed those kind words. i really do try hard to get better to be a better person, i pray that god gives me the strength to continue, to guide my steps, my...
i thought i was getting the hang of life, but i've come to realize i'm only convincing myself of that. i don't have the slightest idea on how to live life like a "normal" person. i feel like things...
thank you sooo much for your advice and your words of encouragement they mean alot to me :) its great to know that theres nice people in this world like yourself :) thank you for believing in me :)...
sorry for my delayed response :) i hope things are getting better for you :) you should ask your teacher if there are some others alternatives that you and your mom can attend to at your school such...
thank you so much for your encouraging words :) it means alot :) my mom did not have emotional issues , shes a really strong woman and my inspiration to keep fighting, but since i was born at just a...
i hope you get the help you deserve :) and have faith that everything will be okay :) keep us updated, you have friends in us here at healingwell who are willing to listen and give you advice and...
i felt the need to update once again on my situation, as i stated in my last thread i had recently begun to take zoloft for my depression and adhd, it helped alot with my anxiety and it just soothed...
i am soo sorry you're dealing and had to dealt with those issues at school. no one has any right to judge you without getting to know you and even then no one has the right to talk about you in any...
thank you so much for your kind words it means alot :) i really needed that reassurance thank you :) i will definitely keep you guys posted thank you :)...
i am so sorry you had to go through all of this, i am so sorry there wasn't anyone to hear your thoughts and how badly you were hurting inside, everything will get better, just have faith that it...
i havent posted in quite some time, ive spent alot of time thinking and just healing internally, it hasnt been easy, nothing ever is, my best friend passed away 2 years ago, and i was depressed, a...
thank you for your kind words <3 automobile accident, he wasn't driving, but i don't blame anyone it just shouldn't of been that way, he should still be here , that's how i feel about the whole...
my situation is completely different my friend passed away and i love and miss him with everything that i have thats why i said the things i said on my previous post, im sorry about your situation...
but im really not fine im convincing myself that im fine but im hurting myself by doing that i really miss him and i still break down it gets really bad i need him but hes not here to make it better...
thank you soo much Jaime, your words comfort me and make me think positively, i realize he wants me to be happy im just too hurt to do so, i want to be happy for him, but i cant bring myself to that,...
the emotions that i have towards him are very clear. he means so much to me, and i dont think i'll ever move on, hes a big part of me, more than i let anyone know, ive tried to stay positive and try...
as many of you amazing people who have given me advice in the past, know im still hurting ever since my friend passed and i know i always will, my new concern is why i have been so out of it lately,...
im sorry for your loss, Jamie, and thank you. i will def. look up that song. i have a question. does anyone believe that our loved ones that have passed visit us in our dreams? because i see him in...
thank you all so much for your kind words, i will definetly take into consideration all of the things you guys have said to me. it still frustrates me that he passed away because it wasnt supposed to...
i thought id update again, im still hurting , badly , my friend passed away a couple of months ago, and my heart hurts alot, i cry alot and all i can really do is think about why? why him? i really...
[b]So i wanted to update everyone on my emotional stability...im not any better i dont think it ever will be okay.im just confusedd....:-[...
thank you so much for replying<3 but yeah i have honestly opted not to because sometimes i think that would be taking it to the extreme....but thats just how i feel at the moment i didnt feel like...
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Thank you both sooo much for replying it means alot! i feel like he's sooo close yet so far away, thinking about him makes me cry, and i know he wouldn't want that but i can't help it, i talk to...
:sad: I just need someone to listen and give me advice on how to deal with the loss of my friend because my life sucks without him and all i can do is cry, but all i want is for someone to comfort...
wow i've never been so depressed, like my heart feels like its shattered beyond repair, i honestly don't know how my depression got this bad, i just wish it would get better but the more i try to...
thank you guys so very much for your advice, i truly appreciate the fact that you took the time to respond, and i know that whenever i need to get some support ill have people to support me, and...
people that i loved passed away, and im just emotionally drained my heart hurts and i cant seem to control how i feel, it hurts too much to accept the fact that someone you love isnt coming back no...
okay so lately ive been getting a lil better at dealing with my depression ive been having a real rough time, and im totally looking forward to things getting better,easier, i mean i still dont...