i think we should be like out computers hard drive when it gets bottles up just reload it and delete the programs and files no longer need. perhaps updates every 5 years or so.. i did call my Doctors...
Just say what you have to say here. Once you get it all out you will feel better. if that does not work turn to music it is a true non judgmental friend that seldom ever fails or betrays you....
i have built this person everyone comes to for help and advise it is just my nature. I am sitting here at a very low point and realizing that I have to come to a forum just to say what is on my mind...