Yeah, I guess if he keeps choosing this path I'll have to accept it and find somewhere else to go...if my parents refuse to kick him out. Thanks <3...
I just had to move back home with my parents because my lease at my apartment was up. As soon as I got back here I realized my brother was stealing from me and told my parents (he's a severe...
I told my parents and my brother about this situation, in tears, and they didn't seem concerned for me at all. No one said be careful or stay away...my dad actually jumped up and started defending...
I feel like the biggest fuck up in the world >:( I should know better to stay away, but he should know twice as well. He's twenty years older than me :( ugh. And he knows I have extreme depression...
I know, and it's sickening because I don't know to what extent he's turned on by children. I'm not a mind reader....It might sound messed up but I feel there are degrees of severity when it comes to...
I've realized from the beginning how creepy it is....I think my attraction to him has always been very magnetic. I know it can't work in the long run, and I should keep my distance. We've been trying...
Ok, so there is this guy. I met him a couple months ago at a bar (it was actually for an art event though, we both like to draw). We started talking to each other and hit it off...it didn't even...
Yeah I think I've always been attracted to people who were at least a little older than me. The alcohol thing is...well, I still drink here and there, and I like to get crazy and silly (actually...
I can relate....Hope you feel better <3 <3...
I feel so out of place among people my own age for the most part. One of my good friends is back in town for the summer and she's introduced me to some of the people she knows. I hang out with them,...
Thank you all for your input <3 I'm very sick (physically) right now and have been for the past week which is making things that much more stressful. I haven't been taking care of myself because I...
I just spent 40 bucks on stuff I'll probably never even use!!! and I can't sleep!!! I feel so crazy. I feel you. Hmmm.....question: are you on any meds? sorry if someone else already asked this...
I've been diagnosed as bipolar 2 before once and it's been suggested a few times. I've been told I'm clinically depressed most of the time I seek help though, because of course I go when I'm in my...
I feel disgusting. I see an hideous person from the inside out when I look in the mirror I don't know what's wrong. One minute I'm ecstatic, then next I'm crying and wondering why I even bother. I...
Since I've had so many issues for so long, I finally broke back down and went to see a psychiatrist to see what he'd suggest. The kind of anxiety and depression combined with the frantic thoughts and...
I feel hopeless. I miss the people who used to be close to me, yet it was a nightmare with all of the arguing and dependency...I wonder how things ever got so bad and terribly destructive in my life....
I've been in that dark place, and I'm starting to fall into it again..I know how scary it is once you slip into it, but there is hope...Maybe you should try seeing a counselor or psychiatrist and...
Thanks you guys for the advice...it helps knowing I'm not the only one. I just wish it wasn't such a conflict in my life. I know alot of it is the expectations I put on myself, but it just becomes...
Hey, sorry to hear you're having such a hard time...I'm 21 too and dealing with the alot of the same problems. Serious depression and anxiety for years and it's all just feeling really overwhelming...
I'm having trouble with keeping close friendships...I've actually felt this way my whole life. I love being around people and sharing experiences but when it gets to the point where they want to hang...
Hey, I'm prescribed Trazadone for insomnia..I just haven't been taking it lately. I probably should seeing as it's 8 am and I still haven't slept! I was taking 50 to 100mg I think...it did help but...
Yeah the stereotypes just seem silly....it still makes me mad :/ I'm going to write all my angry thoughts haha because I don't have much other outlet for my anger...I don't usually take my anger out...
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I just got back from therapy, and my therapist said it would be helpful if I expressed anger more often, because I usually direct it inward and I'm constantly brooding when I'm alone :( As soon as I...
Hmm that is intriguing...what kind of herbs do you use with the alcohol? I'd like to try that. I also need to see a shrink...but I need to get my Medicaid card first. I don't know why it's taking so...
Feeling so depressed, sick and stressed. A few days ago a friend of mine gave me a valium to try and being on it seems to lift such a huge burden off of me. It's seeing life from the eyes of someone...
All the you listed annoy the hell out of me when I'm depressed too >.< My parents like to tell me "You just need to get things going!" when I'm depressed. Exercise, go to bed and wake up early every...
Does anyone know much about or take valium for anxiety? I took some tonight and feel almost normal...way less anxious. I'm just worried about becoming addicted....
I've taken Xanax in the past for my anxiety...for me, I needed at least .25.... .50 was what had the best immediate effect. When it's working you'll likely just feel really relaxed, kind of spacey or...
Yeah it is really hard :( I"m glad there are forums like this. I might try to meet more people online......
Thanks <3...
I do need different people around me...I've tried groups and classes (church hasn't done much for me as I'm not religious, but I did used to go to a Unitarian church) and I guess it's just hard for...
Relationships where one or both people aren't understood, or treated badly, shallow friends, people who just use others. Everywhere I go I feel like I don't fit in...and I truly don't. I know...
Thank you...<3 We shall see. My life is ridiculous.....I do need to steer it in a better direction, regardless of this guy...
Made it out to the protest today...there were quite a few people and it will continue everyday until there is a light put up at the crosswalk. If things don't happen soon, I think we should start a...
I posted earlier about the two teenagers that got hit by a truck...I saw them lying in the street right after it happened. :( Well I heard today that the girl had died from her injuries ;( Not only...
I appreciate the advice..and I know how it seems, that this guy is bad news. I'm not ready to completely kick him out of my life though :/ I should mention that we are not "officially dating" as I...
:shakehead: :shakehead: I've been kind of seeing this guy. We both have some of the same problems-depression, instability and a history of bad relationships. I really care about him alot, but I've...
Aw, thank you <3 That means alot to me....
Thanks everyone <3 I haven't heard any more about the girl but I hope she is okay. I am sure the boy passed away, sadly ;( They covered him up and the police told me he was dead when they were...
Hey, I just wanted to say I know how you feel. I'm a 21 year old girl, living with my parents at the moment...I also love to write so I try to do some of that, and spend alot of time reading at home,...
Wow, I'm so sorry to hear that ;( it's so awful knowing so many young lives are lost.... Last I heard, the girl is still alive and in critical care at the hospital. I'm doing okay but I can't stop...
Thanks for that, everyone <3 I hope she is ok......
Thank you...yeah it's so horrible, I still can hardly believe it ;( I feel so much for those two poor kids and what their families must be going through. I wish I could have done more, but I guess...
I set out to do some shopping today but only got down the street when I came across a horrible accident...a girl was laying face down in the middle of the road, then I looked across the street and...
Thank you <3...
1. I'm sweet to others 2. I will keep doing yoga and try to find a class to go to Thanks for the post :)...
Thank you...I haven't been to the doctor yet, just waiting to get through the holidays then I'll make an appointment. I also want to see a psychiatrist and see what kind of formal diagnosis he/she...
I'm not sure how many stupid, bad decisions and mistakes I have to make to get it through my head that my life isn't working this way. I'd say a good 80 percent of my decisions have been influenced...
Kels, I've been taking the Lamictal for a few days now, and have noticed I've had some headaches and confusion...I'm not sure if this is from Lamictal or the combination of everything. I guess I...