I want to be better. I am so depressed I can't face people I'm sure must love me. Even with my husband I have to put on my happy face. I can't bear to think that my internal problems might drag him...
I don't know where to begin. I have always called myself planBgirl, because plan A never EVER works out. I almost came to terms with that; no ones life goes according to plan. Fast forward 10 years....