You don't understand. I told you I couldn't leave him. I told you he would come after me. You wouldn't listen....
You don't understand...
He hates me being on this site, He gets mad at me because of my problems. I can't really blame him....
my boyfriend...
i won't be able to much longer...
ok...
I'm really sorry eveyone, I can't do this anymore. Thank you for everything....
I just feel like I can't go on...
All the medicines I have taken have made the thoughts I have about myself worse....
The voices are back. I thought they were gone for good. I thought I was getting better. Stupid doctor put me on depakote and all it did was make me start freaking out. Then he put me on Zoloft and I...
Help me...
Does anyone know anything about the medicine Depakote?...
Thanks eveyone, I appreciate it. Ya'll might be glad to hear I'm away from that guy...it wasn't easy but I did leave him....
It's been awhile since the last time I was on here. Don't really know where to start. I'm a bit worse for wear and I have no idea what to do....
I can't live like this anymore. I just want it to be over....
I just want to die....
No, I made a mistake. Your wrong. He loves me. I should have stayed. He's probably trying to find me right now. I'm such an idiot for leaving him....
I don't care if it's a good decision or not. I love him and I need him in my life. You have no idea what it's like. He's everything to me. I need to be with him...
I got out but I hate it. It's so much worse. The people I'm with...they want me in a mental hospital! I'd rather be dead then be locked up in a place like that. I want to go back to him....
Hi...sorry I haven't been on....
I did what you said. I looked up shelters but the closest one to where I live is three towns over. Our local police does not have a website, so I'm trying other ways to get a hold of someone to help...
He doesn't have a house phone, only a cell phone which he keeps with him always. I don't have anyway of leaving the house or calling anyone. All I have is this computer....
Ok, ok fine. I didn't fall, he pushed me because I was going to leave him. Now I can't even get out of the house. I can't get back the meds because he took them all. He apologized but he told me if I...
Luckily he took all my pain meds so I don't end up getting addicted to them....
I um fell down the stairs. I broke my leg. In a lot of pain....
Sorry I haven't been on. I was in the ER friday night....
Like I said. I can't afford counseling....
There was a time, back in high school when I had a counselor. She told me to leave him too. I never told her about the voices or the horrible nightmares. I'm on medication. Atarax for my anxiety but...
He isn't going to hurt me. He's just mad because I'm depressed and hear voices in my head. He just wants me to be a better girlfriend. Why can't you see it's not his fault. He can't help that he's an...
Besides, the last time I tried to leave I got shoved down the stairs....
I...I have to leave this site. He found out....
He's all I have. He's my life. I don't have to worry about kids because it's impossible for me to have children. Like I said if I leave he'll follow. I don't know what he would do if I left and he...
If I leave him, he'll come after me. He told me if I ever left he would go berserk or kill himself. If he knew I was on this site, you have no idea what he would do. I can't see a counselor because...
You don't understand. I honestly can't leave him and I was dealing with depression long before he ever came along. I love him. He's everything to me. What goes on with him isn't the problem. It's my...
I'm not sure what to do. I hate myself and just wanna disappear off the face of the earth. I mean I have a good life and I know I don't have an excuse to feel the way I do but I can't help it. I...