Hello everyone.... (trina, karen, carl... ) I hope you are all keeping well and even better... Long time no see! I am back.... back to people who can relate to the hell inside my head. I came to to...
You three guys are STARS. x...
what can i do when i feel like i am not myself anymore... i react inappropriately and all emotions are so changeable, so intense... i feel what nobody else feels, i feel out of reality, i have to...
no. you are very smart. end of! ;) and yes, i think the clonazepam is a thing for me. I am on maintenance dose of 1 mg per day (occasionally increased by 0,5 - 1 mg, thats when i feel very...
Carl, you knew Jara Cimrman.... Now that is just IMPRESSIVE. no other word for it. you were spot on, ur real smart Carl ;))) I mean it!...
are you calling me 'he' ??????? LOL...
LOOOL right.... :) PS Carl... how did you know my language...?...
I hope things are getting better, day by day... I can honestly say that I have never gone through anything this painful. And I am truly grateful my partner got extremely angry however didn't give up...
hey you guys :) ----> squeezed out a smile, can you see that???? go me go me go me go me..... :) karen hugs to you too for all you say... same to you trina, i will check it all out... CAF - thank you...
thank you karen... last night me and my fiance broke up. we had a horrible fight... i can honestly say that i am really not in a good place as we speak....
I thought that by being diagnosed with major depression things would begin to lift up a bit... But apart from these long days of sadness and grief and complete lack of ability to complete the...
Hey, Lol yes please very much so I would like that thank you - will Ross and Rachel be together???? I hope so, they have only been friends since ages ago, got married, divorced and have a child... I...
Completely agreed. I too appreciate Carl. He really is someone to remember when the forum is looong gone. He seems to spend quite an amount of time tirelessly responding to others in need. And not...
Dear Dominique, you're such darling. There is nothing for you to feel guilty about. It is completely understandable that now, when you can look back, you feel you could have prevented this from...
Thank you Karen :) Carl! Thank you too, yes, I hope that my post reaches the right ears. And posts of the others. People come here in need of help, being able to relate makes one appreciate some of...
Oh bless you... It disturbs me to even read your story of your sister and I wish I could hug her... How much more desperate you must feel as her sister! I have never been through anything as horrific...
Thanks, Carl! I really appreciate your help and encouragement, I am happy to help. Talking to somebody who is not judgemental and can relate to how draining depression is is very good. I don't talk...
She says hello too! I find cats exceptional, they communicate so well. I have long conversations with my cat, so many times she picked up on my sadness, it's quite amazing. She sleeps on my side of...
Hey Carl, you actually made me smile, in the best way. I like my sitcoms, what's wrong with those??? lol I really consider Miranda my friend... ! Okay, I think you have made valid points here. I am...
Trina, I really hear what you say. But I will be very honest, in my heart I genuinely struggle. It is sad but I cannot do what you suggest. I have tried. I drowned myself in books guiding stepmothers...
You know Karen, I think there is something very good about slow paced life, stability and some sense of routine. Sometimes it is better then jumping from place to place and eventually collapsing,...
Thank you all for comments, it is very encouraging and supportive to see that somebody can relate... It is true Trina that I cannot control what is happening back home, I agree. It may seem very...
Hello... I have recently been diagnosed with major depression... Thinking back I feel it has started several years ago, I occasionally felt intense sadness or I would avoid meeting people because I...