i got it checked out last august,tests came back negative,my thyroid function is perfectly normal....
i am still on it,but i think my body is getting used to the dosage,dunno i'll check with my psych,i am trying!but nothing seems to be going the way i want them to,it's frustrating....
i live in saudi arabia,& i'm a girl,there's no moving out of your parents' house until you're married....
you should deff discuss this with you psychiatrist,maybe they can switch you,i know where you're coming from on feeling like crying 24/7 & feeling like your own enemy,it sucks,but we're all here to...
hey guys,me again, so let me start by saying that i got accepted into the university i didn't want to attend,which is Princess Noura University,today was my first day,& i hate it!i mean how could i...
hey guys,been a while since i've been online,it's because i've been busy with midterms,& i'm just gettin' busier.but i have a question about SSRIs,since i'm taking Salipax,does it really make you...
Metallica were awesome to see,for those four hours,i seemed to forget everything,even if it meant standing on my feet for four hours,in the heat & humid weather,it was an outdoor concert,i got beer...
she was understanding,& said she wasn't surprised that i went to see a doctor for this because she had a feeling something wasn't right with me,also because she has depression....
i feel relieved,like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders,now i know i'm not overreacting,or acting like a drama queen.when i entered the hospital,i was gonna actually bail,i was about to turn...
nope,i saw Metallica live in Abu Dhabi last april,but i love this song,i would like to meet the man,he's amazing!...
i finally did it you guys!i grew balls & went to see a psych,i got diagnosed with clinical depression,they put me on salipax,& told me to come back again in a month....
just a question,since alot of you here suffer from depression,because i wanna know before jumping to conclusions,just tell me if that's how you feel/felt,or not.do you feel hopeless most of the...
oh i see,my father is prediabetic as well,but he isn't on any medication,he's just on a diet.carreer choices are wider outside of Saudi Arabia,but where i live,if you don't have a college...
wow,this is both touching & beautiful,i love how persistent you are,i'm positive you'll make it through. Xx...
you have pcos?or are you diabetic?yeah i have to,because i graduate on May,so i don't want to attend my own graduation balding,so i gotta fix this problem,hey if i don't graduate with good...
i'll check with a doctor,i have to go tests anyways,since my hair is falling out like crazy,i don't know whether it's stress,or vitamin deficiency ,or the Metformin(i have pcos),so i'll probably...
by doctor do you mean physician or therapist?because i'm not seeing a therapist,too much money....
idk,i take ibuprofen 600 mg....
you shouldn't give a shit about what people think,or say,you need "me" time,i love your determination & perseverance to get well.i can relate to what your saying about not knowing what people mean...
hey guys,sorry for the late reply,i've been really busy,am really busy,& gonna get even busier.i've been feeling down in the dumps lately,well i always have felt like that,but it's just stronger with...
but how can i accept myself when i literally have no strength points?i suck at everything!i'm not even joking,& when i try to excel in something,my level ends up slightly below average.i mean i'm not...
i don't know you all in person,but i'm also glad that i can rant here all i want & i feel relieved,& karen you've written me alot of comments,so i appreciate it,even though i tend to argue alot,but...
first off,i never said nursing was easy,but i'm not an idiot to enroll in a major that won't get me a job in Saudi Arabia,they DON'T HIRE SAUDI NURSES,the only thing you can work as is a school...
you should let it out,don't hold it in.i'll tell you something,when i feel like crying,i always hold it in,because well i don't like being caught crying,i get uncomfortable,but when i hold it in for...
nursing?i'll never find a job in Saudi Arabia with that degree,that's why they bring filipino women & indian women for that,Saudi women don't works as nurses,i did my best,i got a tutor,i did three...
studying in the u.s without the international scholarship is pretty damn expensive,i mean my dad will have to pay tutions,if i live in an apartment or dorm he's gonna have to send me money,& the...
a low pay job,& if i have a low pay job,i won't be able to support myself properly.you see,i don't want to get married,so with a low pay job,i'll probably end up being a housewife running after 7...
ok,i know my problems aren't as big as alot of people's here,but i just have to get this out of my system,i just received my Capabilities test result via text massage,this test is very important for...
Well would you say I'm depressed or no?...
Idk,I can be happy,but deep down inside,I know I'm not.I'm very pessimistic,I lose intrest in things really quickly,I'm terribly insecure,about both my physical appearance & mental...
Unfortunately the Saudi curriculum system doesn't work that way,& this summer I have to take my aptitude & capabilities test,which is required from all saudi college,so I don't think I would retake a...
Ok so my finals are in a week,I'm in the 11th grade,so ofc this week I'm preparing myself,I'm gonna study math,physics,biology & chemistry,I started with math,it's algebra ll this year,ofcourse being...
I don't like the school counselors,they don't make me comfortable,& they may call my parents,also they'll probably tell other teachers,I don't want that,I'll try to see what I can do.I'll check the...
If I go to sessions alot,my dad will notice,& because I live in Saudi Arabia,& I'm a girl,I can't drive,& my family is basically four girls,so we share a driver,& if one of my sisters took the driver...
No I'm not,I'll make the appointment after eid,since they close for vacation....
My mom already has alot on her plate,she's moving to Bahrain for her new job for six months,we'll be here with my dad,& my dad isn't really good at looking after us,so she's worried,then after six...
i don't know what to say,i currently lost a very loved family member too.you deserve a big fat hug bro,cry it out,you may feel better,i'm sorry to hear about this.your not selfish,you have the right...
because what worries me is that i may be making a big deal outta this,then i go to the doctor & they tell me i'm fine,then i look like a complete idiot.i'm 16 btw....
So I am depressed?not a whiny & bitchy drama queen right?...
But the problem is,I never got why I felt like this,I mean I have everything,a roof over my head,education,food,a bed to come home every night,sure my parents may be getting a divorce & what not,but...
Hey guys!i took the number from my mom,she didn't suspect a thing when i asked her about it,but what if they prescribe me medicine?I don't need my parents consent right?hopefully here in Riyadh it's...
Will do,I'll just take the hospital's number from my mom without making her suspicious.thanks to all,but it may take a while,I have to be very smart & catch her off gaurd....
I'm embarrassed to talk about this to anyone,I don't like people to know what goes on in my head,besides,they'll think I'm being a drama queen or somethin',I hate the pity looks people give when you...
but like i stated,no gd grades or high iq=that i won't be able to go to a good college or get a good job,while everyone around me will be rich & successful,something i'd like to have & thrive for in...
yeah,but when your family members have accomplished more than you ever did or will,it sucks,my older sister has the iq of 146 & my younger's iq is 124,so being 110 is really humiliating,it just...
i don't know,i've never been happy,there came times when yeah sure i am,but most of the time i act,because i don't want people to see my vulnrable side,i don't like to appear weak infront of...