Do not fret, do not Dispare. I am with you. My son in jail now for months due to a toxic relationship with my daughter in law mother of my grandchildren and still wants to try with him. He has been...
I do that too like therapy to sing loud in my car on to/from work and everything is rosy. Music is so important to the expirence of being human. Because when we are gone maybe in the ruins of...
Nice one. ... Yes ... A job well done. I like it. Love it. Putting together the healing well soundtrack....
Both are Awesome What gentle heartfelt people we are! I love the sentiment found in both and thematically similar. Lifting others up. Perhaps the burden of an illness softens ones heart , there is...
Warm milk grandma says works. Or we have a channel that is fly on the wall in chambers for congress or senate called CSPAN ... THAT will put a cocaine addict to sleep. Now are you saying you will try...
Ninja Turtles Wear Masks and back in 6 th grade when asked what do want be when you grow up I said a ninja turtle got snickers and wasn't trying to be funny oh well. Your a Hero in a Halfshell...
For me , I have to have music , it's like air to me. So if you could pick a song that is you. One that you say this describes me. Pretend it's the end of everything and you want to let people know...
Just want to throw this out there. I'm feeling anxious because I have to travel to go to a mandatory seminar for work. I can't just go anywhere so to speak my mother was agraphobic and I am too I...
99% of people come to window for information ... It goes like this ... " can you write down the address for me ?" " there is a pen and scratch paper right there . I will give you the address." " but...
How is your support system ? Just throughing this out there . Mine is nil. So yes when all you got is you this is the result of you , you, and you, and yourself being the only life line you have. I...
I woke up in bad bad pain 130a my time from a whacky dream but been having some disturbing ones of late also. But I know what you mean sometimes it's like there is this dream loop or next one in...
Not too often insomnia takes me to this hour. But pain can interrupt sleep even if you take sleep meds. The funny thing is like the cartoon the born looser I just can't win. I drop my pain perscrtion...
I have the same problem with RA. I'm like a little kid. When we go out to eat my husband has to cut my food into tiny pieces so I can manage to use silverware or I try to order finger food to avoid...
Take a long thoughtful walk. Sometimes just unraveling the thoughts as they come ,toss some into a deep bog , others file away for more reflection. By the time your home maybe things will feel more...
I hope you feel better soon....
Yeeeauup that's the joy of all these conditions it's not like you can get away putting up a "no vacancy" sign. All joints are currently busy please try again later. The sternum and ribs are a joint....
Trina ... I'd do the same thing. I am with you 110000% on this. I had an uncle whom I dearly dearly love he was an acholic and drug addict this ruined his life long story. He is doing very well now...
Insidious. Great description. It's insidious....
There is talking in my head all the time. Even as a child my first memories are of the talking. I thought everyone's head was talking all the time. But I have learned to do more than one thing work...
Build an ark and drag the water to Southern California. Seriously Have you noticed a weather pattern shift in last 7-5 years? I have since I work for a national company I'm more tuned into weather...
Hi Turtle (couldn't help it ) Ride the Lightning. Other side ... You have to look at every option. If it's a road someone else didn't like doesn't mean you are not fit for it. Don't " not" consider...
I wish I could be off the meds an blissfully ignorant of all the ins and outs of the norco game. I gues you could say we are addicts if you look at it that way. However I feel the methods separate us...
I saw the X and thought " aargh, me maties , I've finally found the booty of Black Beard." Lol Who mental now ???? I am. See you can't publicly pretend to be a pirate and get away with it. ( yes I...
Cherish those moments because they are the bridge over the bad days. That are your wax wings and ruby slippers, the happy thoughts in pixie dust. The world can be wonderful if only in our minds. :-)...
If you can look back to my first posts and how I came be be here you see that CVS made my life a living hell. I have so much trouble getting pain meds too. And telling your doctor just sends red flag...
It likes hands. Mine always feel like a truck ran them over...
I don't like holidays because people forget why we have the holiday and start BBQ and such. If people would remember why they are going to do all the stuff they get to do they forget why and forget...
If we could have only seen the world, perceive the world from behind those eyes, to dwell in a mind that that sophisticated brilliant perhaps the world would be a better place. I have always felt...
There is a narrative we all seem to follow wether it is what we expect or what others expect of us, niether matter. We allow the narrative to play out as if stuck in a demension of re runs. The...
The railroad weeps Teardrops stream down the twisted rails Ties torn asunder ,lives lost in the haze Understanding and reasoning fails As we walk through a twisted maze Of metal and wire ,smoke and...
So it's worse than I thought. It's not a happy thought that this was just a case of " balling the jack." ( translates to lead foot). I and other take pride in truthfulness and integrity even when the...
Big Hoo Raa and a Ren-fair " Huzzah" I'd kick the bell but I may hurt myself. Lol. Hope is a good thing....
You should those seats are for you not them. We fight this every day. I even once when on my way home on a commuter had the joy of standing. I was taken aback with the memories of riding the bus with...
Amen sister. I actually was spoken to after the hurricane. HE spoke to me if HE hadn't I might have cracked completely. I think HE is busy but HE will return my call. HE always does! Thank you. It is...
I love cactus, born and raised in the desert! I have a story to share of a man's similar expirence with US. He came in after the train arrived he had a full beer bottle in his hand. I thought " kinda...
You ever think MAKE it stop! The Amtk 188 derailed last night 10 min out from 30 th st station Philadelphia. 6 people lost their lives. 6 people I don't know or would ever think about except they...
Condolences. (( hug )) hang in there. I'm sorry I lost my grandma 1999 still hurts. She was like a second mother. Sorry to hear it....
Have to spoken with a doctor about your symptoms and explained what you have recently accomplished ! Big hoorah ! However , things like smoking and drinking release chemical into your brain just like...
Don't talk to parents about your " personal life" even if it's just to vent your frustrations it sounds like your handing them ammunition against you. I knowi have a family similar and you have to...
By my measuring stick Pitmom is a success. You can't ask for better in my book. I was bullied a lot in school so long ago but it taught me I hope it can do for others ; is that I will never " measure...
You have found a great place for support. Do not ever hesitate to post here. You need to have some support going through depression. Family members can be the worst place to look for support. I have...
I was you ten years ago. I stopped trying to be an " adult " I think that sometimes my level of immaturity has helped me cope in something's and In others not so much lol. I think you have to ask...
I sometimes think of those things Trina. They seem so far away. Humans deny their greed? If only. I wish the same things. For humans to be content yet not complacent and apathetic in the world. There...
My mother ... Was "allergic" to the sun. She woul break out in blister like rash ( almost like shingles but not in the pattern of shingles ) I am light sensitive because of migraines. I always cover...
The Texas Eagle .Texas to Cali . Saving a seat for you. Sister in law ( not afraid to fly ) pix from Hawaii ... It's better than you can imagine. I forgot zip line ing in Hawaii in mine but it's on...
Park don't be hard on yourself. But the advise above is I think the best advise Talk to your baby tell him like they said mommy just needed a minute. Because if you don't ..... My children have...
See humans on Mars Build / own the first railroad on Mars. ( not as crazy as it sounds) Live past retirement and get to spend the 10$ I saved to get there lol! Take grand babies to see Metallica ( or...
Did turtle say train rides ???? Well ... That's just my thing. So hey as an I did an awesome thing last week. So they pulled in an old steam engine ... If you have seen the polar express movie you've...
Prednisone a hard drug to get off with the benefits it gives. I got off it once got to where pain was unbearable was taking more narcotic pain pills than I was prescribed I knew at once I was going...
Can they increase the dose ? Or maybe try another drug like suggested above ( too lazy to spell) I took ( it)along with remicade every six weeks and it helped a little it's just I get GI problems...