Understood, Karen. Was trying to keep it as clean as possible, sorry if I messed it up. I remember once hearing a kid about 7 years old or so singing a very explicit song as I was walking in the park...
My point is there is a lot of stuff about sexual interaction I don't understand. The basic birds and bees and the physical process is simple. The way people talk about it, mock others for it or lack...
I feel like a hopeless case when it comes to love and/or sex. I am about to turn 31 and I've never kissed, still a virgin. I can tell how I got here but I don't know how to move on. I have a form of...
Approaching the end now. My grandmother probably has less that two weeks left. I am sad, and that makes me irritable. Struggling with anxiety spikes. Not full on attacks but short sharp moments of...
@Tim Tam Not guilt exactly, more shame I suppose. Wishing I could have shown her more to be proud of before something like this happened. We've been very close, she has been an extremely supportive...
I have been to psychiatrists before, yes. I have an official diagnosis of Asperger's syndrome since I was about 8 and anxiety symptoms come along with that. Have been on fluoxetine to stabilise the...
I turn 31 this July. All my life I've heard people joke about how 30 is ancient. Constant fear that I've wasted my life, anxiety, inability to hold a job, no experience in romance at all. The...