Thanks, I still want her to move out so I can have the room (I am shy and don't like getting up in pjs with my 13 yo cousin in the house, he lives with us since my grandmother who was raising him...
I don't know if it is really sibling rivalry, but lately I am jelous of my sister (older by 2 years). I see all the things she got to do as we were growing up ( mostly as we were teens), and all the...
I can't imagine what it must be like to have depression and some other malady. I have all I can handle with just the depression ( and a tad of bi polar with autistic tendencies)*great mix lol*....
Society is made up of people, but who makes up the rules? I wasn't invited to the meeting that was held to decide. I certainly would have voted down the "you have to be skeletal to be considered...
Thanks every one, I am feeling better all the time. I am just worried that my family (parents and sister) will hate me for being so . . . weak, I think is the word I need to use. I mean I keep...
Thanks els. I needed that. Today is a better day. I just have to keep telling myself that, I think I am even starting to believe it. I have decided to practice being a friend. I am going back to my...
Reading this post is like reading in my journal. I understand all of this COMPLETELY. I too am not one to go outside. I would rather read a book curled up in my favorite chair than even go on a date...
I've had that too, and I thought it was pretty cool, I mean I didn't feel connected to reality and so what I wanted to be true became true (if that makes any sense). I wish I still had that, now I am...
I've always been a loner. Not really by choice just by the fact that no one seems to want to hang around me. I've been to parties (who am I kidding, only one) and I am not talked to, at all. I was...
Thanks, I just have to keep it one day at a time, I can't function otherwise, but sometimes I just don't want to get up in the morning and it seems like on those days nothing goes the way I want, I...
I have been on various meds on and off through the years. They tried zoloft, prozac (twice), symbiax, and now we are trying a combo of seroquel and one that I can't remember the name. I have been...
I have never really had anyone to turn to in my depression. I never want to bother anyone else with what I percieve as whining. Some times I believe I am better off and others I just wish I wasn't so...
I am 25 years old and I have had Depression in some form or another since I was 10. I am also a cutter. I use it to get my mind off the pain inside. I don't want to live right now and I can't see why...