Dory, I'm sorry you are hurting so much. You definitely have alot "on your plate." I know how when you're depressed it's hard to reach out to anyone. I too struggle with letting people care about me...
I've not posted before, but your post caught my eye as I have experienced the loss of a therapist before, and know what it's like to lose someone that you've let into your world. I just want you to...