perhaps I need to respect her enough to let her go :(...
I feel so conflicted, as you said there's the professional side which has me torn and I know that it wouldn't be appropriate either which I do respect but that's what makes it so darn hard and why I...
i'm in love with my therapist i don't see any more I don't know what to do, I feel like I should just let it break my heart and move on, but there are times I can't let go I haven't seen her for a...
hi there, hey you okay cranky1? just needing to vent and rant over the last few days.. i've had a rough few days, one problem i had was with something i brough and though my brother would be...
hey cranky 1 most of what you say i can relate too, most of what your saying sounds like me too.. I love buffy! and angel! i've been collecting eps from the bargin bin when i go to the big city! at...
not doing so good today, in fact over the last few days ive had a pretty rough ride.. I was okay on the weekend, but as per useual when i start feeling good about myself, life, something hits me like...
hey there:) had a good day yesterday but by the end of work, i was pretty tired and looking and feeling glum which i hope noone noticed.. i didn't feel glum about being there its just my depression...
hey cranky1 yeah its no fun reinstalling and fixing things on computer! you gotta keep going until abit of hardware works otherwise you may forget what you've already tried and hardware doesn't like...
morning all:) sorry that i disappeared, had some trouble with my computer ended up reinstalling windows.. im not really great working under pressure or when someone watches me i can't demonstrate any...
hey thank you for your ofers of support and understanding :) i can understand what you are saying :) it gives me a new perspective on the way i think which is what i needed some clarification on my...
morning all, hope you are having a good christmas :) had a good day at spca yesterday, i have come across what i believe will be a potiental problem, there was a new girl there, and i think she likes...
heyyas :) hope you are having a good xmas, im sure santa will be in full swing by now feeding his raindeer something a little extra to give the boost they need to get around all our different time...
hey there all :) sounds like you had a good time last night :P santas come early :P went to the shelter yesterday and things went well! i explained that i was going to be taking it easy as i could,...
thank you JeanelleU :) gotta go get ready for going to town *glup* wish me luck.. takecare everyone.. till tommorow.....
thank you for your responces :) hi im okay, just Maggie O's comments threw me off, i felt uncomfortable thinking that maybe what i was sharing was to much for people to coupe with i can understand...
okay.. im leaving now.....
hey everyone :) its gonna be a busy day today, going into town to do shopping luckly i dont have much to do in town today so i can seek refuge in my mums car.. i usally bring an old computer mag...
thank you hopefulmigrainer :) animals do care and they dont judge, and you can talk to them, and cuddle them, and they will listen unconditionally :) which is why its wonderful to help them in...
hey folks had a good day yesterday :) managed to test my brothers da vinci code computer game.. nota too bad day yesterday, we also watched x-men on dvd.. i dont know what to talk about this morning,...
hey there :) feeling okay today:) brother coming over today, i did some video editing work for him yesterday so I hope he will be pleased with the outcome! :) took awhile to perfect the video...
hey there, feeling abit wasted after coming home late last night from a trip away.. me old bones lol well done hopefulmigrainer! *hugs* take it one day at a time, and you will get there :) what job...
thank you all for your responces:) town didn't go well i kinda freaked out when things didn't go the way they where planned, i went into the chemist late to pick up my repeat script and started...
hey there :) good morning, i found out yesterday i have an appointment with my psychiatrist today so my mind is full of clutter, worries about making it on time how things will go in town today and...
hey there :) hmm i think i might give that decafe a go, anything to calm my system, im on diazepam which does calm me down, though the doc said not to take to many because after awhile my system will...
i can't lie to you, not doing so good this morning i feel like s**t i feel like a wreck thats about to crash.. hopefully some coffie will make me feel less groggy.. im feeling in an avoidant mood not...
hi thank you all for your kind and supportive messages.. im feeling good today :) im glad i came here :), its good just to be able to speak whats on my mind most of which i keep inside.. i understand...
thank you for your responces, im in that avoidance mood again this morning so if im blunt please for give me.. sometimes its just hard repsonding to people when all i want to do is hide, im secretive...
does anyone have any tips to help me? one of the main things i do all day is listen to music and rock back and forth trying to keep myself calm, sometimes i feel okay and i do it (out of habit) and...
i just dont know where to start, i can't cope during the day without atleast rocking ack & forth to keep me calm because i feel so strung up & stressed out most of the time (to the point of obession)...
i have been to a phyciatirst (sp?) hes the one that told me to find a chat group to try to find people to relate.. i dont know what im doing anymore.. im afaird that he will kick me off my sickness...
thank you for your responces, yes some of that rings true to me.. sometimes i get so afaird i tremble, mainly because of my own doing.. i feel okay and i do or say something, then i dont feel okay...
i just can get myself to pull out of this rutt, just even writing this email i never know what to say its like i can't relax... if i come across blunt its not that i mean to be.. i just am hurt and i...
hey im new to this forum, im not doing to well I feel down in the dumps this morning, afaird of going to town tommorow, im worried that i'll dump into the girl I like, which I can never be with...