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Thank you Vickie. For the past two days the pain has shifted to the buttock area on that side - and the lower leg pain has increased. I still think bursitis but will hopefully find out tomorrow....

As you know, I support natural medicine - mainly as a supportive and preventive modality. This "Truth" movie is put out by Ty Bollinger and there are some sort of rewards for promoting it on the...

You are so right aboiut "get away with murder...or at the very least manslaughter. When I feel strong enouigh, I will pull Don's records where this fidiot of a GP did not think it unusual or worth of...

Haha well I thought you said you'd been with Dave since you were very young :) I should have figured that one out. Yes, to my mind, Don was just so thin that I couldn't see how he could survive. He...

Hi Sue and everyone...Sue's post just popped up as I am feverishly trying to edit some of the worst writing on the planet. I need a break from the insanity, so thought I'd drop by as well. Sue, I had...

Thank you Beth. I don't post as often because I feel the need to begin a different journey and not be so immersed in cancer. I know others don't have the same privilege. Oh, the irony of that...

Sue, I read the tear part and choked up. As my love passed over, a tear came from his eye as well. I took it on my fingertip and swallowed it, so that it would be a part of me forever. The primary...

My husband died November 26. He died from cachexia and severe ongoing diarrhea (since having Xofigo in March) which sapped his body of the energy needed to sustain life. In the week leading up to...

Sue, my friend who lost her husband to cancer two-and-a-half months ago says exactly the same. I keep reliving his last hours and wondering, wondering. The night before, he ate a full dinner (just to...

Suzanne, thank you for your kindness. Sue I can't believe that Dave has been "gone" for three months. I cannot imagine going through my guy's things and getting rid of them. Just horrible. So much...

Cathy, So awful for you. I wish I could take away some of the pain. I cannot touch anything of his without being overcome with sadness. Also, I am having panic attacks. It is OK with my UK family...

Margot, thank you. It is so very tough. My sister and nephew caught the first plane from the UK and she is staying for a month. I am being well cared for by a lot of loving family on both sides but I...

Thank you Lisa and Frank. I am shattered and feeling so desperately lonely even though my whole family is here. My best to dear Frank. Cathy, my heart is with yours today. x...

Thank you Sue. My sister is on a plane from the UK and will get here tonight. I have a lot of Facebook friends who know me very well and are just wonderful. My daughter is over and also my sister's...

Thank you Sue. x...

Cathy, my heart is with you. It is so terribly sad. He was my entire world as was yours. xxx...

Don has passed. It was peaceful and as lovely as it could have been with no pain. He drifted off to sleep. Three times he shouted shortly before leaving which I think was his way of saying I love...

I've never seen him like this before, Susan. Like a sparrow that has been caught by a cat and it just hanging in there for a few more moments. It's awful. Sad. I just can't begin to describe how ill...

Cathy, dear. I am so very sorry. This is just heartbreaking to read. I fully understand how there is a slight feeling of relief in that he is no longer suffering but your heart must be broken....

Hi Lisa, Thank you. Poor Frank. How upsetting it is when they cannot help and be the guys that they once were, physically. Don is on his way home. I drove to the US to pick up a special cushion and...

My enter key is not working properly. They are giving him one unit of blood and say Xofigo severely damaged his bone marrow. Like I didn't know this. It was just fine before those shots. I am trying...

Thanks Mel, Susan and everyone. He was shipped up to palliative, after his cross-match, purportedly for blood. This was this morning. I just got in and he has STILL NOT HAD ANY. The palliative doctor...

Thanks Sue, ((x)) I had thought to titrate it. I do have medical support on this one but the actual giving has to be me so that no one loses their license. My main concern is that it causes...

Thank you Margot and enjoy your cruise. Glad Nick is still in the zero club. A miracle indeed! xx...

Thank you Sue and a huge hug for you. For those who have recently joined this thread and may not have seen the Sue Saddened Wife thread, Sue lost her beloved Dave a short while ago. She was and is an...