hi yaw, well the unthinkable happened yesterday. my son was threating to cut his throat. it was awful. i called 911. i had too. they took him to a hospital. i thought maybe he'd get some help. but...
i kinda know how you feel christi. i'm very depressed right now. but my meds.seem to be helping. and my 32 year old son is depressed real bad. i don't know what to do for him. he lives in the house...
well, my friend came and went. it was nice seeing her. my son and 13 year old grandson left yesterday to stay a week and do some work for my sons grandmother. i needed the time away from my son. well...
hi jamie, i'm sorry you may lose the internet. maybe you want. and i hate your so tired. you sound like a good person. i hope your painting all works out. thanks....
hi jamie, thank you. well the tears seem to have stopped. i think the meds. have kicked in now. i'm still tired and sad. but feeling soom better. hope your doing ok. my friend is going to come spend...
thank you karen and jamiee for your kind words. i'll try to walk. the place i live though has alot of pit bull dogs around. i also have alot of phobies. driving in the rain is one of them. before i...
aplane, i've been taking ablify 15 mg for as long as i can rember. i did't have any side affects that i can rember. hope you feel better....
:cry: well this is the first time i've been in here. i have depression and i'm bipolar. went to see my shrink 4 days ago. she upped my meds. and added one. i guess i should tell yaw i've been...
i don't know if yaw rember me and momma. she passed away over a year ago now. i still miss her so much and love her. she was so sweet. anyways i wanted to say hi. i'll be hanging out in the...
dear sadeyes, first i'm very sorry for the loss of your mother. my momma died 2 months ago. i know how you feel when you say you feel so lost and empty. and there's no joy in life anymore. i feel all...
thank you rosie. yesterday momma had been gone a week. it's been a long week. thank you lyn for always being here for me....
what was i thinking (volunteering). i can't even think. i'm so sad. i can't even clean house. how long will this last? i want to tend to momma. oh God how it hurts....
thank you all for your thoughts and prayers. yaw have all been so very kind to me through this long awful road me and momma have traveled. it's over now for her. we buried her yesterday. my tears...
today my sweet momma died at 7:30 am. she was tired. my tears fall like rain. i love her very much. i hate this disease. it's been a long road....
dear lyn, momma has took a turn for the worse. they quit giving her her meds. by mouth. her blood pressure is very low. and staying that way it seems. me and my sister are sitting with her around the...
dear lyn, thank you for your kind words. momma's still not eating. she takes sips of water sometimes. very little. i know she's dying. but my heart can't take it. my tears fall like rain. i hate this...
dear tyno3, sounds like you do need some rest. i'm sorry you have so much on your shoulders. how's your dad doing? hope he's ok. hope you can find some peace. hang in there....
dear 9ball, how is your daddy doing? i hope he's having more good days than bad. momma's having all bad i guess. she won't eat or drink. i hate this disease. you hang in there....
hi lyn. momma isen't eating or drinking anything. i was up there yesterday. she didn't eat or drink all day. hopice said the AD won't let her know she's hungry. and her organs will shut down next....
hi tyno3, i'm glad you know that it is a hard long road. but you can come here and we're here for you. i also see a shrink. i'm bipolar, anxity, panic attacks, and depression. my momma is in a...
welcome tyno3. i hope i can talk to you and maybe give you some comfort knowing your not alone. i have 2 great dogs to. but no cats. i hope you can find comfort and a peace of mind here. i have. i'm...
9ball, i'm glad your daddy was better by the afternoon. i don't know if momma will get better. it seems time is running out. i'm very sad. grieving. but today they took her into a singing and she...
they moved momma off the lock up unit last week. she's back on a hall. she's not ate nothing in 2 days now. but she's been drinking soom. hospice says she's forgetting how to swallow. i hope she...
hi rosie, yes hubbys thing is a port i guess. they don't have to stick him. and we have to flush it. my nerves are shot. i need to go to yaws anxity room lol. i slept all day yesterday. didn't go see...
thank you rosie and lyn for your kind words. well hurricane ike hit us. we just got our electric back on a few days ago. i evacutated to my sisters house. they evacutated momma. she's back now. my...
thank you rosie, i didn't know if it was good or not to get her up. your right it's hard watching other people tend to her. i think maybe i could help or do it better or something. i'm trying to stay...
hi 9ball, how is your Daddy doing? ok i hope. how are you? hang in there. my prayers are with you and him....
thank you rosie and 9ball for your kind words and prayers. momma's not talking much if any now. not eating. she's drinking very little. the nursing home keeps putting her in a wheel chair for 2 hours...
thank yaw for your prayers. they let momma out of the hospital yesterday. she's bed ridden now. she's very pale and weak. their calling in hopsice today. i'm very scared. i know this means she's...
well, the hurricane missed us. momma seems to be doing better. my nerves are shot. thanks for listening....
hi rosie, thanks for writing. momma still won't eat. she had fever last night. i don't know but i think she's dieing. i'm so upset. then i don't know if we're going to evacuate or not. we're waiting....
well, there was something wrong with momma. they put her in the hospital. her kidneys were shutting down. and she's bleeding. she's been in there 4 days now. i don't think she's going to get better....
the last 2 days have been really hard. something is wrong with momma. i don't know what. maybe it's just the AD progressing. today she couldn't even hold her head up. she wouldn't eat. they keep...
hi 9ball, how is your daddy doing? i hope your ok to. have you thought of a present yet. i got momma a big stuffed dog. she liked it for awhile. let me know how yaw are doing. hang in there....
well my son drove me to see momma yesterday. she was having a bad day. no smiling. very confusied. she didn't know me the whole time i was there. she kept saying who are you. she's never done that...
thank you kitt. is the man that runs the whole place different from the person in charge of the staff. he ran off saying he was going to talk to somebody about mommas meds. maybe i should make sure...
thank you lyn. your always so sweet. well yesterday i went to see momma and flipped out. there was no snacks in there or ice water. i went to get the snacks and the lady over the kitchen told me i...
well, yesterday was mommas birthday. she was having a very bad day. she couldn't stand up very good. she was very weak. i guess it was the AD. i don't know. she was talking out of her head alot. that...
well yaw, the 12th is mommas Birthday. i have no idea what to get her. she has plenty of cloths. 2 baby dolls, stuffed animal that talks. what can i get her? any ideas? thanks....
hi yaw, yes mamma was doing very good today. she ate breakfast for me. i'm about 10 min. from momma to 9ball. well i have a question? mommas birthday is the 12th. i have no idea what to get her....
well, momma fell the other day. but she's ok. went to see her yesterday. she was her happy little self. she was watching tv. so she didn't talk much. i miss our talks. thanks for listening....
hi lyn, yes i did tell momma who she was when it happened. i always do as it's been happening alot lately. it's still very sad. hi 9ball, how's your Daddy doing? i hope everything is fine. i'll talk...
hi 9ball, well today momma was eating better. i went and fed her breakfast. she ate 100%. she also knew my name, but she called my sister that woman. my sister left crying. it's very sad this...
hi 9ball, i'm glad your daddys doing good. yes, they have a calender at mommas nursing home. but it didn't have the music on it for some reason this month. and we put momma in the alzheimers unit...
hi lyn, thanks for checking on us. hope everything is fine with you. hi 9ball, you know i don't really know how long momma has had AD. it seems like a very long time. she wasn't talking today. just...
hi 9ball, i live in east texas. woodville. it's a little country town. i don't like the city. i can't drive in them anymore or the rain. forgot to tell you i have a few phobies lol. but i work on...
hi 9ball, i'm so sorry about your Daddy. yes, i hate this disease. are you the oldest? i'm the middle sister. my older sister and me are the only ones that go see Momma. my brother and little sister...
thank you kitt and lyn for checking on me and momma. well momma has or is trying to stop eating. and she won't take her meds. they have been crushing her meds. up now. i go up there at meal time and...
well, momma is better. they got the blood thing under control. she's back at the nursing home. i've been sick with worry. tired. maybe i can rest a few days now. thanks lyn for always talking to me....
well, this past friday they put momma in the hospital. me and my sister were at the nursing home and was changing her, when i found blood in her diaper. they said it had been there the day before....