OK my Dr did a new test. He knew I was out of my meds before the test I had been calling To get refills before I ran out but he would never call it in. So now my number is TSH-147.200 uIU/mL...
Hello Everyone, i am back, i wish it was to say anxiety had left for good but its not :(, i had been doing very well till the last few months. i had moved on in my life and met a very wonderful man,...
For the past two weeks I have been having bad night anxiety. Am not for Sure what is causing it this time. I have been thinking on it since my ocd has to know to fix it,it could be that for the last...
Hi Hibee I am doing ok this morning just tired it seems like i cant get enough sleep lol, I am hoping this weekend will be better. My kids will be hoe from school this weekend so I should be able to...
oh i am, i was doing some reading and alot of the Dr's dont do the mesh they do what was done to me. i go see my normal Dr monday and i will talk to them. i am going to take it one day at a time till...
My recovery from gall bladder surgery is doing great now i am scared because i dont know if then umbilical hernia surgery went like the Dr wanted. He wanted to use a trans mesh on it but since the...
Im a mother to 3 beautiful children and i have anxiety and depression. its not easy the worst times are when the kids are at school and i am left alone at home. my husband/ex/kids father is not in...
I did that today i went and hid in the restroom and cryed. my head has slowed down on hurting now its just between my shoulder blades im hoping that goes away soon...
I woke up this morning with the right side of my head by my temple and the back of my neck on the right side about where the skull meets the neck, i also feel blah my mind feels kinda spacey. I am...
they have me on soups righ now they didnt say there wasnt anything i couldnt eatim hungry today lol but im taking it slow. now its just keeping the what if thoughts at bay. like what if something...
Hey S.C. Im taking it slow at home they found a hurnnia at my belly button so had to stitch it shut, i know it will take time to be fully healed so will take it one day at a time. i know the surgeon...
got home from the hospital yesterday hurt like crap but did good slept the day away. to day i hurt and for some reason i ache oh the left side by my left boob o.O all my work was done on my right...
I am soso, I go in at 9am on the 22nd of January to have my gal bladder removed. I have heard it is a easy time but its scary for someone who has not really had to go in knowing what was going to...
hey S.C. I am doing ok today, still have the blah feelingts going on i seem to be in the down funk of anxiety, I hope it chills out soon...
my sister is having me eat and check my blood sugar in 2 hours to see if it is to high or not. I hate being in so much pain and worry. i hate being scared i will not make it to my next birthday. I...
i am sitting here with this pain right dab in the middle of my head/scalp. it hurts to the touch some times others it bothers me enough that i start thinking of it and i get dizzy. i just dont know w...
Oh i know the feeling my ex was the same way, I would ask him to talk to my while i was trying to calm down and he would either walk away or say it wasnt his problem. Well now its not hehe. every...
All will be ok hun I have done the same thing with some of my meds and have freaked but after a while I was fine. I am sure all will be ok, i will be online if you need someone to talk to while your...
I can't seem to shake the doom filling today. I was up till 4am fighting to calm my self down I know i am tired and should go back to sleep but i can't seem to. Yesterday i had to make my self eat,...
no Happy you havent, there are times we need a little help be it meds or friends and family to help us through a hard night. :) we are all here for you if you need us...
Well today was a set back im still under a pack a day but i smoked more then i wanted to today :(, now im setting here with my anxiety kickin my bum, i believe i smoked around 13 cigs today. where i...
I go through the same thing some times, it takes me a while to calm down as well. When i have nights like that i go do some CBT's to help get my mind off of what is bothering me. please keep us...
Oh I am Scaredy I know it will be a hard road but im going to walk it till i get to the end fighting my way through all the dirt hole to get to where i want to be. i know hard times will pop up just...
when my anxiety started 12 years ago i picked up my smoking, now its a have to thing to quit, i have picked up to night tho only had 9 cigs tonight tomorrow im going to cut down to 4 for the next few...
Yes it will, I am looking forward to better health with out smoking, at least i will be able to have more fun with my kids lmao...
Today in the 3rd day for me i have cut my cigarettes from 1 1/2 to 2 packs a day to 5 cigarettes a day. I have noticed a big change in my self I cough more right now and there are times my HR picks...
I do the same im so scared I will leave them before I can tell them I love them. I am working on calming my self down, it has worked just a little bit but not alot, I told my mom I needed to go to...
Don't you love it when you aint been up love and you cough or something and see the shooting stars, i know i don't. This is me this morning when i cough i see them, so that gets my mind to jumping...
I called the Dr they have me coming in on the 18th of this month for a check up they also have me coming in on the 13th for my gallbladder to see if I have stones. Ii thought today was starting out...
Hi Hibee today is not so good, bi woke up mad at the world, my right leg feels fine till I touch it then its all tingly I have done nothing but cry today. every thing makes my head feel like it is...
Hello All, this past week I have been having a bad problem with feeling like I haven't been getting enough sleep. I been sleeping good and can pass back out after only being up for a few hours. now...
I know how you feel, I have not been able to do much this past weekend and so far this week. I have things i need to do with my children but can't because it is always on my mind as of late...
Hi Ms. Jessy I have been going through the same thing these last 2 days. only thing that gets me on what i am going through is that my heart rate isnt going silly willy, my head fills like its in the...
Hello and Thank ya'll, I am doing a little better today, my body is on the just let me sleep all day mode lol. My kids had a camp out in my room last night it was so cute my oldest said " Momma we...
:cry: after years of being able to control it, it sneaks up to night and gets me. i have sat and cried, been sick and now have the chills. ugg and the worse part for me is that my kids saw me go...
My Dr put me on new meds for 5 days cause of a a congested chest now that I am off them I fell even worse then before one was an antibiotic the other a stearroid I know my anxiety has picked up big...
i am going through a lot of stressful things atm. 1 is my hubby of 10 yrs and i are getting a divorce, 2 is trying to find a job, 3 is my soon to be ex invited a friend to come stay with us and this...
i was wondering if anyone has had where they cant seem to get enough sleep so seep off and on all day. so it makes you feel off and sick and have anxiety attachs. i dont know whats wrong an calling...
i am feeling a lil better still wanna sleep tho, now my mind has started that my hr is low and going to stop. i know its not but man it scars me...
i was wondering if it is normal to sleep the day away after a bad panic, i have been doing that all day todayand on top of that have just felt bad. i also was wondering if anyone has had where after...
Thank you Tee and Kit, your words have helped a lot. I feel better today. Still have a couple of feeling that are hanging around but I am not letting them get to me. I am spending the day with hubby...
Hello all, I am sorry for this rant but I am mad at myself for letting it get me down again. I am so tired of the way i feel and what my mind puts me through, all the crying and feeling depressed. My...
Hi all, for the last week i have been feeling a pulsing feeling at the bridge of my nose between my eyes. it feels as if a vain is pulsing every now and then and is driving me nuts lol. i called the...
I thought with my dad coming home from the hospital last week that things would get better but they have not my stopping smoking was doing very good was down to only a couple of cigs aday now I am up...
Thank you S.C, The Dr. said dad will be able to get up tomorrow with the pt and walk around his room, he has to stop drinking and smoking. I can not wait for him to get home I miss him so much even...
This weekend has been hard for me. starting Friday we had to rush my father to the hospital he had a stroke :cry: I have been so worried about him that I did not realize my anxiety was taking control...
((hugs)) SC I am sorry to hear about what happened, I am really glad that everyone was ok :). I get through my nights of anxiety by either reading till I pass out lol or playing hidden object games...
Hello SC, I am doing better :) a good nights sleep helped . just feel sore tonight and with it fixing to snow am not going to get much sleep lol Shell...
I totally agree with you Hibee. Kitt and SC are awesome and so are you (hugs). with out ya'll and each other we would't have the most greatest support and the most loving HW family to help each and...
Hi all, I was sitting here reading and noticed that the muscle just above my jaw but below my temple was a little sore when I would open my mouth. when I felt it it got me to thinking that I have a...