:cry: I beg to differ; I've got all the empirical evidence / proof, but per all the really helpful posts and a counseling session with an attorney yesterday, I was advised that such action would be...
:cry: Dear Mercy&Grace: I know the other doctors will know that I filed a complaint, but I don't care; I have to obtain some kind of compensation or "vindication" if you will for the suffering that I...
:cry: Good morning Talon, and thanks so much for your great advice. What are other options for redress other than the Medical Board or lawsuits; is it filing a complaint with the administrator of the...
:-) :mad: :smhair: :eyes: Thank you all so much for your support, concern and advice. I sincerely hope that the Medical Board takes action to make sure this doctor gets such a pranging that he will...
:mad: I filed an official complaint with the Medical Board in my state against the OB/GYN that lied to me and said that I did not need a pain-block injection before he performed an endometrial biopsy...
Hi there! I deal with my pain with listening to any music I like, watching funny shows and movies, laughing and cutting up with my husband, taking a hot shower, massaging a lotion made of camomile,...
It feels a lot like an assault took place; in fact, I have over the last 48 hours been having some kind of mental reaction that has been getting steadily worse. I am going to have to make an...
:mad: Hello everyone, and I hope you are having a great Saturday. I have something to share about chronic pain, notably my experience with my right ovary which has been bothering me continuously...
/community/emoticons/eyes.gif Well my friends, I now have another mental illness that plagues me, but its not a mental illness per se; it has to do with my brain nontheless. It's Tardive Diskenesia,...
Thank you so much for your helpful advice and encouragement, my dear friends. It means so much for me to know i've got friends out there that understand and care about me i think of all of you always...
/community/emoticons/cry.gif I was so enjoying being with my husband this week and helping him on his truck runs, but one day I got so sick to my stomach I thought I was going to go crazy. Took some...
Anyhow, I need to wish everyone a Happy New Year and I hope it will be a good one, full of fullfilled hopes and wishes. Your friend, Camylou...
Hi, cheeterky, my name's Camylou. Hey, you know what? That happens to me quite a lot--waking up with a rapid heartbeat. When my bladder wakes up in the wee hours of the morning, I was used to just...
Scaredy Cat, Kitt, you are so right! There's something else out there for me; I don't know what it is yet, but I have faith that God will point me in the right direction. I will keep you updated on...
Ibear, Scaredy Cat, awty, I am not going back to the post office job. I think a second time around would make me go insane, and I very nearly ended up that way this time. I am going to go to a place...
going back to my old job with the United States Postal Service would have been an absolute "NO" because of all the psychological damage this entity has caused me over the last twenty-one years. But...
/community/emoticons/eyes.gif Well, Scaredy Cat, Kitt---I started freaking out inside my head and I couldn't even say anything to my Pdoc about writing a Return To Work release when I went to see...
/community/emoticons/smile.gif Well, guess what? After all the prayer, medication changes, group therapy, individual therapy and psychiatrists, I seem to have recovered enough from the panic...
I will look up that book, sounds like it may help me. Thanks so much for believing in me and that I will make it through these tough times. I will keep you posted on things, and may the Lord keep you...
Hi, debaser and Scaredy Cat and thanks for your replies. Right now I feel powerless to control the panic attacks, but hopefully with some one-on-one therapy I can overcome them and get on with my...
/community/emoticons/smhair.gif To classify things, I have been in a cognitive behavior therapy group since November 22, 2010. Yesterday they decided that they couldn't do anything more for me (I...
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our marriage anymore. He said that he won't go to another counseling session with me, but maybe I can convince him to anyhow (with God's help). I believe the Lord wants me to wait and pray, and...
/community/emoticons/rolleyes.gif Just got off the cell phone with my husband, and he said he is upset about everything (about my not working, his having to live with his grandmother, and the joint...
Percycat, Kitt, Fugs--thank you so very much for your thoughts and prayers. Yes, my husband has a clear view of what he needs to do, and so do I. What is his tie to his current position? I wonder...
Scaredy Cat, thank you so very much for your prayers, hugs and your words of encouragement. I will be patient, wait a little longer, and keep up the faith like you said. Kitt, my husband heard...
/community/emoticons/confused.gif together, but my husband wants to move out of his grandmother's house [i]now and is looking for a place on his own. I am going to pray and humbly ask that you all...
I'm glad we can all be here for you, and each other. Makes the world less a scary place. Camylou...
LittleGirlBelle, we are all here for you a thousand percent. Hang in there and hang around here with us, you'll feel better. Breathing exercises work really well, and I am being taught how to use...
Fugs, waiting is tough, and I imagine I will have to appeal both the SSA and the OPM-FERS disability at some point. Still sending paperwork out so I don't know anything yet. With him, even if I were...
Thanks, percycat! You know what, I just received a letter in the mail today from my employer and they have changed my job from 6PM - 2:30AM to 7PM - 3:30AM. I had to sign the letter stating that I...
Scaredy Cat, Kitt, Sam, thanks for the encouragement! I have not yet received a reply from my union steward yet, he may be conferring with management before he can give me an answer. Also, I need to...
/community/emoticons/eyes.gif open for me to come back. Boy, would it fry my husband's brains if I no longer have a job and get denied OPM-FERS disability. I will have to re-apply with the SSA, they...
Thanks, Awty! Sometimes I get to feeling kind of down because of the choices my husband is continuing to make that are negative (won't consider a higher-paying job via getting his CDL Class A...
Take a deep breath and give all your worries and anxiety to the Lord, ask Him to help you and SEND YOU HELP---sounds like it might be a bit too much for you this time. I will be praying for you....
Absolutely praise the Lord for how well the medicine is working! GREAT!...
Scaredy Cat, the treatment is group therapy but we can talk to the therapist one-on-one any time we need to, either during group or privately, and that's great. I'm getting lots of good tips on how...
/community/emoticons/confused.gif I'm back in counseling again, this time it's a twelve-week program to address my ever-present panic attacks, but with a twist: I've now also been diagnosed with...
Viperguy, I currently have a position as a Manual Letters clerk, but they want me to set up the scanning area on Saturdays and it is overwhelming. I have tried to negotiate Light Duty with my...
Thanks, percycat! You have no idea how much it means to me for you, my dear friend, to talk to me and lift me up and pray for me. I love you so very much and I pray God blesses you for blessing me. I...
The other day it almost overwhelmed me, but my faith in God and knowing that He knows everything that will happen and that He can change things is what is keeping me going. Without Him, I can do...
I got all the paperwork done at the bank (cancelled debit card, getting new one with new number) except for giving them a return receipt for mailing a Certified letter to PC Tools, Inc. The bank will...
My husband and I live within an hour and a half drive from each other, so it's not so bad. I can call him in the evening and get hold of him on his cell phone when I need to. He was here yesterday...
/community/emoticons/cry.gif having to live apart from my husband, who is living with his grandmother. The depressive feelings are trying to sink in, and I fight not to cry. I need to call him and...
You're absolutely right, Fugs---I will make sure to try hard not to stress out when I get to my parents. I'm more concerned about my cat than me right now! She will have to get used to a small feisty...
good morning, everybody! just waking up and saw all the great messages you sent. got a few more things to take care of in the backyard but otherwise we are moved out. I will keep you posted, love you...
Kitt, Fugs,RA, awty, percycat, Scaredy Cat---the move went smooth as glass. My husband and I worked hard to make sure everything was packed into boxes and ready to go, and the movers arrived at 10AM...
it, but I am going to seek out another Pdoc in my new hometown and hopefully won't have to deal with the current Pdoc anymore. I am trying to stay strong, and I know God has been with me all along...
Thanks, Kitt!!!! :)...
Thanks you guys, I will keep you all informed. Thank you so much for your kind words and actions regarding my plight. I am in the middle of trying to secure paperwork right now from my employer and...