Can't afford a PO Box. I spent my last $3.00 on gas. So I won't even be able to get to work after that is gone. Also it seems my transmission may be going out on the car. The girl who let me use her...
Well here I go again. I was suppose to get paid Saturday. Since I am staying at at a hotel I had to give an address for them to mail my check. Got a person I work with to let me give her PO Box to...
I haven't really decided yet. It is nice to be wanted but I am not sure that I am capable of the consistent effort the position requires. I just feel so tired and sad all the time. It isn't just the...
Sorry I haven't been posting much been working 13 hour days. When I told my boss I had another job offer that starts next month both she and her boss pulled me aside. They said they don't want to...
Been working quite a bit and do have a place to stay. The weirdest thing is happening to me though. Any time I am not busy I get feeling panicky. Like something bad is just waiting to happen. There...
Unfortunately he is doing it because he can. He knows you are interested in him but he doesn't feel the same way. You are his fallback if he can't find absolutely anything else to do. You would be a...
You know I have wondered for years why I put up with her. I guess it was the memories of when we were married and our children. I felt obligated to help her because she had no one else. But no matter...
Well wonders never cease she agreed not only to lend me the money as long as I never contact her again. Seeing as how this was what I had in mind anyway I was only to happy to agree. No more sleeping...
Did something extremely stupid today. Since I start my new job tomorrow and didn't want my dog to have to sit in the car all day called my ex and asked her if I could borrow enough money for 2 weeks...
I found out how lucky I was last night to have my car to sleep in. Met a ex-marine last night about my age sitting outside a gas station I stopped at to buy a bottle of water. He has ptsd and is...
I got 2 job offers today. One starting as soon as Friday! Dave...
Finally some good news. Got 2 job offers today. Took drug test for both of them. The one that pays the least wants me to start Friday and I will get a check the following Friday for 2 days.After that...
I checked with all the social service providers. The main thing is there are more people homeless than there are shelters.There is one shelter for single men and it is completely booked. The rest in...
Ok here is a update. The 2 jobs I was suppose to hear back from today never called. I finally called them. They say they are still going through apps and call when they make a decision which they say...
Thank you for the kind words. While I am angry with my ex also, I also realize she is sick and can't help herself. From what I have been able to find out the only housing assistance available in this...
Had a severe panic attack last night. Was just sitting here when the next thing I knew I couldn't breath and just started crying. This is not like me I hardly ever cry and especially not without a...
Personally I can forgive quite a bit but I never forget. Though the saying , time heals all wounds, maybe trite unfortunately it is true. As for as seeing them keep in mind what they did. That...
MA10 I know exactly how you feel because I feel that way too. I hate feeling like a burden and a whiner. But you know what ? We all need someone even if it is just a friendly word every now and then....
Just an update. Had a interview for another job on Friday. I should hear something Monday. I would like to once again thank everyone for your prayers and support. I don't usually complain or talk...
Well had my interview. She will let me know Sunday or Monday if I get the job. I really think I will. Depends on one of those personality assessments. I think I will be able to get enough money off...
Thanks for the suggestion and for the prayers. I will definitely check with them. Before posting here I was really feeling overwhelmed but since it feels like my brain has started working. If I get...
My family is all deceased. My ex is the closest to family I have. I have a lot of acquaintances but find it hard to let people get close. I do have an interview later today. The job is within walking...
Thanks Karen and yes I did give up a job to help her. Even though we are divorced I gave my word I would look after her. When she needed help I felt it was my obligation to do so. I doubt she cares...
Just wanted to say I really appreciate this forum. I posted a thread earlier today and just getting out what was going on and how I felt made me feel better. Thank you so much for this place. Dave...
Hi I just signed in here today for the first time. I have been diagnosed with depression for years but have mainly kept it in control until recently. About 10 months ago my ex-wife asked me to come...