Hi Snookie! I'm sorry you are having to go through this! I have felt many of the things you described, with my Dad. He has been going through this journey since 2007. It has been really hard on me. I...
The statistics speak for themselves. The death here in NC was a freak thing. There are so many things people worry about that we don't need to worry about...many things we wouldn't think twice about...
I did not do well on Seroquel and with your side effects, I would recommend you talk to your Dr about trying something else. Talk to them about your concerns and they should be able to try something...
I'm so sorry you are going through this fear! Health issues can be so overwhelming. When a Dr says 99.9% chance it's fine, don't worry, it's fine! They don't say that if there is the slightest chance...
Dear Maggie, I am so very sorry for your loss. I have always believed losing a child would be the most difficult loss you could have. I hope you are finding some comfort somewhere. I believe therapy...
DMM, A couple of drugs didn't work for me in the past...Paxil and Wellbutrin, but everyone responds differently. I am having success with Pristiq right now. I also take .5 Xanax when needed (not more...
I hope your day improves today! Anxiety seems to intensify your other health issues. Was your mushroom soup made with milk? I know dairy always increases my stomach issues. I love it, and it is one...
Hang in there everyone...it's almost Friday!! We're close to getting through another week :D...
Hi DMM, It's very common for your body to get used to an antidepressant/antianxiety medication after a period of time. Those of us who have had many years of problems have often gone through several...
It is wonderful that you realize your Mom is the one who has a problem. I understand how hard it is to deal with constant criticism. My Dad complained every day about everything about me. Later on...
Hi PG! So sorry you are going through this tough time. We have all Googled, indeed! However, it is rarely a good idea...reading all the symptoms seems to add to your symptoms. Your Dr's diagnosis is...
Hi Vim! Sorry you have so many things going on. I know that vision problems can be caused by anxiety/stress. I have stress induced migraines which mess with my vision on a frequent basis, but also, I...
I'm a former Michigander, too! Not far from Detroit, also. Sorry to hear you had an ER visit, Rei. No fun... I made it through another week. A few rough days, but more good than bad. Yea! Today was...
I feel for you, Franki! I'm sorry you are in that place right now. I hope it passes soon. I've been there, and it will pass if you work with coping skills. I wouldn't totally shut out the idea of...
Thank you, Larry. I am okay. I'm sorry, I missed those last posts. I am breathing and hanging in there. Looking forward to this passing, but letting go for now. I will go out tonight when the stars...
Hi Ckd, I have definitely been there. It continues to feel like my heart after all of these years, but I am able to tell myself it isn't and avoid the ER and panic I used to go through. It definitely...
Hi Rob, I keep hearing it is good to go through the feelings to get stronger. I think it helps when we realize what we have been through and push past it. I am realizing how much stronger I am than I...
Hi Lisa! You have been through so much at such a young age! Try to give yourself credit for making it through all of it. It is no wonder you have forgotten a lot. That's a lot of trauma, and you have...
Hi Pretty, So sorry you are having this dizziness. I know it can be very disconcerting. Knowing that you have had everything checked, I think SC's explanation hits it well. It always amazes me the...
Hi Soul! I am so sorry you are having such a rough time. It is easy to get caught up in all the negativity in this world. People can be cruel and so many focus on all the horrible things going on....
Thank you, Larry! I think I see a glimmer....
Wow, PG! Something about the way you wrote that took me back to when my children were small. I experienced the same type of symptoms as you described. It was as if I had written it myself years ago!...
My understanding is that any of the benzodiazepine family can become addictive, although, using it, especially along with psychotherapy can be beneficial to get you through the rough stuff. I have...
Thank you, Larry and Blu's Mama! I am hoping to feel relief when this is over. I so appreciate the kind words and prayers. Larry, I am fortunate to not have to deal with the financial end of things,...
SC and Larry, Thank you! I still have flashbacks which make things difficult, but I truly forgave him, and when I do have flashbacks, I remind myself it's not happening now and I am safe. I am much...
Jim, Thank you for sharing those feelings about your Dad. Again, I get such comfort from sharing with those who can understand. It helps to assure me I am truly not alone. I am surrounded by those...
Thank you, Rsp, It has indeed been rough. Thank you for the prayers!...
I'm so sorry you are having to feel those uncomfortable feelings! I remember wearing those monitors. Makes you feel as if something is wrong, even if you know there is nothing to be concerned about....
SC, prew, and Jim, Thank you so much for the kind words! I feel such support and understanding from all of you, and Hibee. (Something my family is not able to give.) It is rare to have others who can...
Thank you for writing back, Hibee. I actually have been prescribed .5 Xanax/day with an extra .5 when needed. I didn't go beyond that, but you are right...alcohol is probably not a great idea. I...
Sounds like a wonderful trip! So happy for you!...
It's awful that you were treated with so little respect. Surely the staff at the ER should understand your situation even if your family is uneducated where it comes to mental issues. You feel what...
Hi Deborah! I'm glad it passed. It did sound like the lack of sleep was probably getting the best of you (along with your other concerns). I know not sleeping well can cause all types of off...
Hi Free! So glad you have found an answer which has worked so well for you! Keep up the good work! This is a great group for support and caring. We are here for you whenever you need us....
I just returned from a frantic trip. Last week, the nursing home where my Dad lives (with last stage Alzheimer's) called saying he probably had 24 hours or less to live. My sister who has been living...
Sorry to hear you have the cyst, Sweet! I just saw this thread as I have been out of town. I am glad they found it before it grew any larger! Please let us know how things went with the neurosurgeon,...
So sorry the Dr's office did that to you! I know you will get through this time but I know it is hard waiting to get help. Do everything you can to take care of yourself in the meantime. Try to find...
I just want to add, in the letter I would not mention about your Mom and Sister saying you want nothing to do with them. I would just talk about how you wish you would have been included and how sad...
I worked in a psychiatric hospital for a time, and the doctor (and a patient) gave me permission to observe ECT. It was not a bad looking experience, and the patient seemed to feel better. My sil had...
Hang in there, Chris! Like they said, you are working through things and that is exhausting. I'm glad your boyfriend is supporting you. I've tried a lot of different meds, and fortunately, they keep...
Andy, I'm glad you get relief with the hot water bottle. I also use a bag of rice like the Bed Buddy Karen mentioned. My sister made it for me. It's flannel and is very comforting. I also take the...
Had good, but difficult therapy session. Having PTSD about past attacks. My focus is that this will pass. My therapist is extremely understanding. She understands what I've gotten through and helps...
Depression has been really high which has caused some extra anxiety. Have to remind myself this too shall pass! How could it only be Tuesday??? Not sleeping either (as it is 12:30am with no hint of...
While it can go away, I don't recommend trying to avoid getting help. There are many coping skills and medications which make life completely different. I am grateful for the help I've received. It...
I have times when I miss two days and start feeling funny. At that point I realize I have forgotten to take it and just get back on track. You will be fine. I find it is better if I set an alarm to...
I'm glad you are going to the eating disorder clinic. If they are taking 20 days to bring him in, I'm sure they are not concerned about his safety in the meantime. I had anorexia as a teenager, and...
Both of your entries are great. Isn't it neat how such different styles portray such deep insight into feelings? I wish I had a talent for writing. My creative outlet is music....
I can relate so well, Chris...but then a better day comes, and it is SUCH a relief. Those hard ones sneak in and are difficult to cope with, but we have our tools, and it sounds like your Crisis...
So happy to see you have gotten such a grip on the whole situation. I think when we've been beaten up in the past, we tend to just remember that gut feeling and don't always analyze the situation...
Thank you, All! Riding along at a coast today. SI's down, and I have therapy tomorrow. I so appreciate your feedback! A couple of days ago, I felt so alone...now I feel understood because of the...