Thank you getting by..its been a rough last few years but this last one took its toll on me. Losing your other half is hard, I've been through many deaths, mom passed away,grandparents,best friends...
Hey SC.. you're not overstepping boundaries and are completely right that the kids and I not talking or seeing eachother has really broke me down. Some things were said and I chose to move out of...
Been a while.. last time I posted was to say my gf had been diagnosed with cancer and she passed away last august. Amazingly enough,I did well through all of it but now as the year approaches,I'm...
Oh my! It is 11 am where I am and I am broiling steaks!! Ha ha!! Still feeling pretty good...a little groggy when I wake up but doing good. Why couldn't I have tried this med sooner....
Thanks Hibee! Its been amazing to start up on something that didn't make me feel horrible..just a little foggy headed in the morning....
I have started taking 15 mg mirtazapine at night. I don't feel bad at all...a little groggy in the morning but I sleep like a rock. Only other thing I can tell a difference in is my appetite! I will...
Emotional day..I'm exhausted! New cancer growth in her lung and progression in her brain. We are going to do 5 more rounds of SRT to her chest and she is starting a new immunotherapy drug. Meeting...
@anxious Texan- I could not agree more. Its a very helpless feeling to watch someone you love so much struggle through what ultimately will be the hardest days of their lives. I'm going to seek out...
Thank you all for the support! I don't think you ever get used to this..one day you are travelling along in life and the next...bam...you are slapped in the face with such a devastating diagnosis!...
This is precisely why I mostly read and don't post! Feels like a plea for help falls on deaf ears! I'm just down and feeling sorry for myself I suppose. I just soldier on as I always do....
So as some of you know, my partner was diagnosed with stage 4 brain, lung cancer! There is some involvement with her liver and kidney but not enough yet to stage. This has been an extremely trying...
Hi I'm sort of going through the same thing but its my partner who has cancer. I would be more than happy to chat with you anytime. Its very tough and heart breaking....
Thank you Blu's... Quite a kick to the gut but we are hanging tough(as tough as we can).. And and all prayers and hugs are appreciated. She had treatment today..her last of 18 on Friday. Then we...
Thank you SC! I am glad I reached out to you..I know we don't personally know one another but at least following our journey gives you a better insight into the real people we are. I have been seeing...
Thank you Pratoman..she is on pristiq! Along with a whole pharmacy of other Crap to counter act every other medication she is on. Its an overwhelming mess. I have a medicine journal with doses, times...
Hey guys.. I have been going back and forth with myself over posting this but I am in anxiety over drive and I just need some support! On July 2nd my partner had been dealing with what every Dr had...
I had a pretty frightening experience this morning. I was up at 3am to get ready for work. I turned the shower on and as I stepped in and slid the door closed I started to feel really weird like I...
Hey all...thanks for the replies and reassurance but I have really got myself worked up. I started looking at every little thing on my body and can swear I feel bones!! Lol.. Anyhow I got myself so...
Ok guys so I started a new job a couple months ago that is very physical labor involved. My previous job was not and I had gained quite a bit of weight...I weighed myself today and immediately...
I get the hurt very well. I just lost my grandma in April and my pain is still very raw. My grandma was more than a grandma,she was pretty much my mother too...my mother was killed by a drunk driver...
Hello everybody! I haven't been on for quite a while..not because life's been great,but because it's been off the charts. Thanksgiving of last year, my grandma who was 90 years old at the time kinda...
Very first to respond to my post. Rest in peace Kitt! Take a peak at caring bridge..beautiful video tribute....
I agree! That was super rude....
Thanks Scaredy Cat!! Look, im not saying it doesnt bother me but hell im not about to go backwards. Last time i posted i was such a stinkin mess..wouldnt eat,convinced i was dying..the whole nine...
Thank you guys!! Im waiting for a call..we will see what he has to say. He knows how i am as ive caused quite a humorous commotion in the office. They think im quite the character..but this isnt...
Thanks for the reply! And you are right, i should have asked to get an earlier appointment but after i thanked her for making me want to vomit i dont think she wanted to talk to me anymore!! Gotta...
Ok..i dont post much but i read every day!! In fact,ive done extremely well since i last posted. So i had my yearly female work up..doctors nurse calls and says" your pap smear came back abnormal..he...
StKitt I see you are in Minnesota. I have lots of family in Duluth,Hutchison and my grandparents had a farm in Montevideo for years and years. I spent many summers there....
Thank you larry! I am reading now. I go back to the doctor the day after Christmas and i will ask for a referral to see someone. I refuse to stay this way forever. I realize now this is something...
S.C. Thank you for replying! You know,in all honesty, i have an amazing family who loves me very much and would do anything to see me get better and have my 'smile' for life back. If i asked they...
Hi Kyle, I can relate to the irrational thinking! I was convinced i was dying and they were missing something.. Its nice to know others are dealing with the same affliction,even if in a different...
StKitt, Thank you for the warm welcome and for the response! I guess im just confused on how i felt totally fine one day and the next my world was turned upside down. I dont do alot these days, just...
Hello! My name is Megan and i am 36 years old. I have been reading here for a while but just decided to introduce myself. I am not totally sure exactly what im suffering from, Doctor says i am...