Have you tried counselling, I feel like you. It would seem that throughout childhood constant criticism leads to low self esteem. No matter what anyone says in the way of a compliment is counteracted...
I have had anxiety attacks and take propanalol with no side effects. I recommend a cousellor too as this helps get rid of the source of the problem. I would get so bloated looked like i was nine...
I think your doctor has been a bit hasty and shouldn t have alarmed you. Sounds like a thyroid problem which is treatable so don t worry, do your own research on google for peace of mind x...