Sorry I have worded the post wrong. With regards to my ex, at the time I felt it was all ok, my councilor questioned constantly was it my bf causing how I felt, was there anything he did that made me...
Hi all, a couple of years ago I suffered a serious bout of depression which was caused by anxiety. In my case I suffered anxiety through my relationship. In the matter of a day, all I can say is i...
hey all thanks for the answers, firstly no i dont think i am settling for him as he hasn't done anything wrong and I conciously don't want to feel this way towards him at all. id give anything to get...
Hi everyone, Sorry I havn't been around for so long but until recently, well Ive been coping ok. I left my job back in Aug and started college and I got a new job in a bar in town. Everything was...
I am due to go on holiday in under 10 hours with my bf his bro and his bro's gf. I have been looking forward to it for months but today I am dreading it. I feel upset, really anxious and want to cry....
Hi everyone, Just to let you all know that I got a place in College to study graphic designa nd just got a pert-time job to fund it. Hope it goes well. But I'm really nervous,, scared and frightened...
Hi everyone just a question from me! Do any of you ever wake up and just know the day ahead is gonna be horrible and you just feel rubbish...for no reason at all :s I woke up this morning and I just...
Hi all how are you? Just needed to vent and thought this would be a good place since we are all kind of on the same wave length. I woke up this morning feeling cr*p. No reason, just woke up feeling...
Yeah your so right, its like you do know whats true and you don't but its all mixed up and sometimes its just a big tangle in your head, and its truely awful. Yea I have those highs and lows too, i...
Yes I am in the exact same boat, asI want to love,hug and kiss him, but something is stopping it from happening. And that 'something' is stronger than my want. It ruins me everyday and like you I...
I live in Scotland, i don't have insurance as the NHS is free, and my councillor and dr claim they don't know any private psychs. I don't know what to do :s...
Hi Guys, Feeling a bit better today. Went home and bf was totally fine, I'd basically imagined it all about us falling out?! He had been at hospital. sent home from work and straight from docs to...
Help everyone, i really don't know what to do. I think i'm having a panic attack. My heart is going ten to the dozen, my hands are freezing but are sweating, I feel sick and dizzy and light headed...
Feeling no better today :( why does no-one reply to my posts, sorry if I go on a bit, but I've no where else to turn to....
Hi everyone. I havn't been on for a while because frankly I've felt good, not great, not better, not katie, but good. When I say good I mean I felt good cos I felt great about my boyfriend, with him...
Yea I know what you all mean, I just don't know where to turn from here! Its like they don't care how you feel atall!! I wish they'd take into consideration the fact I'm NOT comfortable speaking to...
What do I do now?? After my trip to the docs basically, he said he can't change my councillor, I have to go back and see my current one and tell her everything that happened that Saturday when...
I find myself recently being horrible to everyone, people I'd never dream of acting this way towards before. To be blatantly honest it makes me feel good, at the time and then terrible and confused...
Thanks for all your posts guys, Mums gonna try and get in contact with docs today so hopefully something good will happen soon!!...
Yea it was like that last night, I was lying in bed and I was thinking of when I was at school, and I couldn't get it out of my head that no-one liked me? :S I don't know why I thought this, and I...
Hi everyone, Well havn't had that good a weekend. On Friday my boyfriend and I decided to go to the pictures, something we havn't done since I started feeling cr*p!! Anyway all was well and we...
Hiya, does anyone know if in Scotland you can visit another GP who isn't on your practise for a second opinion. I personally would like to change councillor and GP. My current ones aren't helping....
Thanks I will try and sort something today. I'm just so busy just now :(...
There is nowhere else to go really :s I cannot for the life of me find a psych anywhere or councillor, and I have tried. I live in Scotland in a place called Fife so if anyone can help me I'd be so...
Hiya, I'm ok today not too good, but not too bad...so far anyway. Kept crying last night, floods of tears for silly or no reason. Feeling really down, My mum phoned me at work and right away she said...
I have now had depression for 6 months, I don't feel I have gotten any better with councilling or meds. I feel as if I am waiting for something to happen everyday! As if I am outside watching in on...
Two weeks ago, it was the day after my councilling appointment. Katie...
Hi everyone, Recently in the past couple of weeks, I have found myself to be sooo angry! Its awful!! I fly off the handle for the littlest things with other people and myself! My poor boyfriend can...
Hi all. I have fell back into my deep hole again. I was feeling ok for a while, nowhere near the 'old me' but I was better than before. Now I feel like this:.... I don't want to get up in the...
Hello, well last night I was at my boyfriends house, and he fell asleep and I was bored so I went on his pc. I was just looking through things and I came across a conversation that had been between...
Why is it that for a while there, I have been feeling great about everything, but still not me. And then the last few days I've fallen back down and hit the ground, and hate everyone and everything....
Yea but shes not helping v much I feel. I have had to move my doc appointment to tomorrow due to my mum not being able to go with me cos my bro has been hit bad with Chrons again. I am going to ask...
I have to go tomorrow to see him now (Thurs) as my mum couldn't make it y/day. My brother was rushed back into hospital with his Chrons. So I will let you all know tomorrow....
To Harry. I know I may be covering the same ground and I'm sorry if I'm annoying you. Its just that I don't feel I get support anywhere else so I find here a good reassurance. I don't quite...
Hi there I don't know if I have put my situation across wrong. I havn't actually split with my bf. That is the last thing I want. Its just the fact that I seem to be going over a rocky patch with him...
yes, it is indeed! weird isn't it!...
If you have read my previous post, you'll know why I'm talking about this. Sorry to burden you all. I have just been reading a profile website and came across a couple of people I know. One of them...
Hello, Well had a slightly weird weekend, Went out with my bf and his sister and her bf to the bowling in our town. Me & my bf got on great and we had a good time, up until his sis and bf started...
'So don't expect it to always feel good. There are things you've latched on to that you currently feel are necessary for your survival - when in reality, they're part of what keeps you in bondage.'...
I don't know myself I just seem to do it, its like everyone and everything else influences my thoughts, I know it shouldn't but it does. Fpr example yday a man at mywork who is a lot older than me...
Just to let you all know that I've got an apoointment to see my doc on Tues. I'm gonna see about new meds and a psyc thanks everyone....
Hi all, Just to let you know I have an appointment with my doc on Tuesday, so I'm gonna try and get new meds, and see about a psyc. Just to let you all know :)...
My mums gonna try and get someone today, I really can't go on like this. I don't feel i'm getting anywhere with my councillor. thanks# everyone....
Yea I know but its like I can't help myself, I have also noticed recently all I want to do is eat. I'm not hungry, its like greed, I eat so much, and I'm starting to put on weight. Is this paqrt of...
I have just phoned the docs, and they said that they don't know any psychiatrists and don't know where I'd find one. Helpful...:(...
I soo want to cry right now but I can't, I seem to have gone soo downhill right now!...
Yea I hope I can find someone who can really help. I'd just like to know if it is normal to feel like this owards a loved one when suffereing depression, I don't know how to handle it very well as...
Hi everyone, I was dignosed with depression and anxiety in dec 06 I have done countless anxiety and depression tests and always get high scores saying I am suffereing both I am seeing a councillor...